Someday I Will Write You
To__Juliet
From__Puvvukonvict
Dear...
Wish it would have been easy for me to write things. I would have written everything which is inside me without the need for explanation. Things that hurt me from inside. I would have written the memories of yours, which keep coming into my mind every now and then. How we met, how we spent time, how we have grown with time. There was a time when we couldn't stop talking but now we don't talk much. All these things now keep up in my mind. Sometimes I do think of sharing things to lighten my heart, but I just couldn't do it. I don't think ill ever be able to do it. Coz there is not another you. Many times when I sit with the memories I wish I should have told you those many things which I never told you. All I just said then was SOMEDAY I'll tell you those. And today I couldn't even put it down in words and even if I want to, will it even matter. Even if I feel like writing, what would I write now, how time has slowed down for me, how I wanted to share what's in my heart, things that despair me, things that always keep me fighting with my thoughts. Many times while staring at the dark sky I always wondered how did I even let this come to all of this. Love and Affection are difficult things. It's not something that everyone can hold it even at such a time. Coz Love is the only thing that can be transformed into Pain and Hate. We should bound ourselves with such a thing. There is always Hope. But even if I miss you I can still feel you by my side. All those memories I had with you. When I miss too much, all I do close my eyes and I live into that moment whenever I want to with all those memories in my heart. All of those conversations and all of those voices in my head. Wish I would have written you all the things that are in my heart, but I just couldn't today. Not the things that I want to share, but all those memories. Wish it would have been easy for me to write things.
Someday I will write you!
It's never-ending. The love we have in us for them doesn't fade with time, if it does it's just Validation. Love should be UNCONDITIONAL.
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